it's awesome: 2011

Monday, November 28, 2011

it's true..

how do you protect the person you loved when you cant even protect the person who loves you?

i've been looking and thinking about this statement for quite a long time and it's proven by another statement :

why waste time for a person who doesnt love you ?

well, im definitely not trying to proof anything, just trying to say that, if there's someone who watches for your back, well, dont you want to watch for her/his back too? mutual caring.... hmmm i think it's kinda cool.. if this really happens. *dreaming while drooling

come to think of it, there one more month left of holidays.. time to wake up,buckle up my shoes and ready for form5!*cant believe my essay writing is so childish. gonna brush up my english more. YEAHH!! *fist bump! im really talking to myself aint i?

*TCHHHH.....

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

i couldnt believe it

today's a tuesday which have always been my lucky day ( i guess) but it turns out to be the other way around AND IT'S FREAKING 22 NOV, 22!!! what have you done to me, number 2!!.. things start to turn upside down. not a good day to make decisions huh..

i've been using "tch.." for almost every conversation..DANG!!

well, tomorrow, wednesday is certainly my day.. where i've always look forward to but it doesnt turn out to be a day that i wanted anymore. i feel that it's now a bad day.. at least for this week, i hope. well.. i leave the rest of the day to you. whether i can hear good news or a bad one..you gotta be good to me, wednesday.

come on, rain baby, so i could sleep soundly. throwing everything out of my mind, making my mind stop thinking for a while.. at least for a while.

Monday, October 10, 2011

Heartless people who were jailed for 8 years and now freed.

THIS IS A TRUE STORY

"A high-school girl [junko furuta] was abducted by four teen aged hooligans while she was on her way to work. They took her to the house of a friend, held her in his bedroom, and for the next forty-five days enacted every imaginable form of abuse on her (and some you wouldn't want to imagine). They gang-raped her—both with their own bodies and with an assortment of foreign objects—beat her, kicked her, doused her extremities with lighter fluid and set her on fire, and probably did many other things to her that went undocumented by either her tormentors or the police. They mocked her pain. They held her down and dropped barbells on her stomach. This last bit of torture was more than she could withstand, and after going into convulsions she apparently either strangled on her own vomit or simply died from her beatings. When the boys were questioned later about why they didn't do anything during her seizure, they replied, “We assumed she was faking it.”
"She tried to escape, more than once. The first time, she was caught in the process of making a phone call. The second time, she ran into the parents of the boy who lived there; apparently they had known all along what was gong on. She begged them to help her, but they refused; his friend had criminal connections, and they didn't want to get into trouble, too. After her death, they taped her arms and legs together, threw her into a 55-gallon drum, filled it with cement, and dumped it in an empty lot. The body wasn't recovered until almost a year later. The ringleader of the whole incident served eight years in prison and is now a free man."

-What they did to her and the suffering-

These horrifying things done to Junko Furuta had been collected through the Japanese court trial of the case, and blogs from 1989. They show the pain that Junko Furuta had to endure before she was finally dead. All this had happened to her while she was still alive. They are disturbing, but the truth.

All of this had happened.

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone. Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go through.

When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment . Imagine her endless pain.

Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years.
They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering.

This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta's unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made.

Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

Sunday, May 29, 2011

request from leong and guay.

finally i've updated my blog! :D

pheww.. but BUT BUTTTT!!!! im quite stressed now. cz the competition is near.

at the same time, i have a new crush. i would not mention it here.

anyway, i think my dreams are scary and weird.

1. i dreamt of my goal keeper not being able to join this coming competition. and today my team was shocked with the news that she was pulled out of the team.

2. i dreamt of a tsunami that struck port klang. and it's affecting the area where i stayed.

3. i dreamt of a horrifying massacre.

in the meantime, between the time from the previous post to the latest post, i found inspirational and loving songs.

1. at the cross - hillsong

2. great light of the world - bebe norman

3. through it all - hillsong

4. with all i am - hillsong

well.... so, that's it and

yeah... good luck. bye.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

hamster rolling on the wheel. out of topic?

i now present you.....

TADAAA

***

****

***

Tom Fletcher!

isnt he hawttt?? *drools*

for more info, please go to this link :D

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tom_Fletcher

okay finally, after a long time of being dead and sleepy, im back. well just to catch up on things,

i have an account in tumblr.com and i still dont know how to use it T.T
being a form 4 student is basically... well.._________ (fill in the blanks with the correct and acceptable answer)!
i think i wanna drop p. accounts and take up english literature instead :(
the first monthly exam is on monday.
and lastly, I WANT A FREAKING IPHONE4!! IT'S ALREADY MARCH!

i miss fiona,so GO BACK YOU FREAKING #$%#$%#

i think he's better at selling whatever pinky products

or are they some blades to shave #$%#$ hairs :D

*
that's all i wanna say. thanks for wasting your time reading my blog.

TEHEE!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

book for sale, cheap here!

time for form 3 students to get their reference books and exercises to prepare for the upcoming PMR exam! all the books im selling are not answered. so please take a look at those books with super cheap price!

grammar book - RM0.50

PMR KARANGAN -RM0.50

RAHSIA PELAJAR BAIK - RM0.50

NOVEL PANAS SALJU - RM3

NOVEL AND ANTALOGI - RM 1 each

POKET MEMORI BM - RM0.50
it explains about the meaning of metafora, anafora, epifora, simile... etc..

PMR REFERENCE KH(ERT) BOOK - RM10

PMR BM REFERENCE BOOK - RM 10
PMR MATH REFERENCE BOOK - RM10

SENI VISUAL FORM1,2, 3 -altogether for RM 25
each is RM10.

KERTAS MODAL AKTUAL GEO PMR - RM3
GEO PMR REFERENCE BOOK - RM10

PRACTICE A++ GEO FORM 3- RM2
LONGMAN GEO PMR - RM2 (mind challenging)

black and white GEO PMR - RM 1 (mind challenging)
BEST PMR GEO - RM 3 (mind challenging)

KORIDOR PMR GEO - RM 2
KLON GEO PMR - RM3

MODEL ESSAY AND SUMMARY - RM3
LONGMAN (good answers for novel) - RM1

EASY practice ENGLISH FORM 2 -RM2(good answers for novel)
PRACTICE A++ FORM 3- RM2

(super good answers for novel) ENGLISH FORM 2- RM2
RAMPAIAN HOMEWORK ENGLISH FORM 3- RM3

EFFECTIVE PRACTICE ENGLISH FORM 3 (good answers for novel)- RM3
" " FORM 2(good answers for novel)-RM3

LONGMAN ENGLISH- RM2
SKOR A PMR ENGLISH -RM3 (answers with explanation)

Koridor PMR SEJARAH - RM2
FORM 1 BEST SEJARAH RM2

1VISI PMR SEJARAH (answers with explanation)- RM3
SKOR A PMR SEJARAH (answers with explanation) - RM3

BRAVO SEJARAH FORM 2 - RM2
3 in 1 ,FORM1,2,3 SEJARAH - RM3

3 in 1, FORM 1,2,3 KH (perdg. k) - RM3
Rampaian homework KH (perdg. k) FORM 3- RM2

BEST KH (perdg. k) - RM2
longman kh (perdg. k) - RM2

ECO-save science FORM 3- RM1
TES-CHEERS FORM3 - RM2

PMR koleksi kertas ramalan BM- RM2
SKOR A PMR BM (answers with explanation)- RM3
1VISI BM PMR (answers with explanation)- RM3

science PMR book SPOT cemerlang - RM2
science 2004-2009 past years' PMR papers - RM2